maybe the title of this blog is a little bit over dramatic

i tend to do things on a whim.

(also i just broke the first rule that i wanted to keep to while writing this blog: don't start any blog with "i").

so i made the decision to start this blog.
i need to learn how to write better.

i want it to be my natural tongue.

i want to feel like there is something missing in my life when i am not writing consistently, like a hunger.

i want it to become like my watch that i wear on my left wrist.

when i don't wear my watch i feel odd for the whole day.

(of course i will not acquire a tan line through my days of writing, but the analogy is true enough).


So i guess i will see where i end up with this along the way; blogging isn't exactly cool, but i will never take the time to hand write anything, so this seems like my only real option.